The brave warrior
who's only needs is her Hero.
I have been struggling for the past few months. Always searching for doors to escape rather than to deal with it. But yesterday, after quarrelling with Celine, I have decided to drop everything down and start planning, start focusing.
Studies. I will stop throwing tantrums during F&N lessons and towards Genia; I will be diligent in studying my theory and equipping myself well with all that I need to do well for Coursework B. I want to be her best student, her A1 student who will do her proud. Today, is the day where the rotten student is being crucified, and will never resurrect. Genia:: I am sorry for all the harsh words and actions I've once said and did to you. The words on that fateful card, I hold it dear in my heart. I hope you still remembers it. For all other subjects, I will be diligent and practise hard so as to achieve good results. Not for my sake, but to shine for Him. God:: I want to be Your bright, shining star.
Family and School. I will not throw anymore rubbish into the River of Grace. I will pick myself up and be the salt and light to the people around me. Time is running out, if you know what I mean.
Ministry. God:: I will be diligent in doing Your Work and will not treat any of it as a chore anymore. I will go the extra mile to win the hearts of the people, to take care of Your flocks. Lord, grant me strength as I run, as I do. Always renew my love and my passion for You.
Heart. Never willl I, again, allow my fragile heart to cry. To things that once affects me so much, I will turn my heart callous and learn placing Him above my emotions. I am going to guard my heart well. More than before, Lord.
TODAY WILL MARK A
NEW CHAPTER IN MY LIFE! :D
Veronica:: Hey dear, happy 18th birthday! Yea, I know it was yesterday. But nevertheless, you still own a little space here. (: You've been a blessing to me in many ways. Though there are times we stepped on each other, I am still glad that we've come to know each other. I thank you for your life; where many areas I have learnt from. I'm inept of expressing them out but still, I pray that as you venture into your 18th year, you'll experience Him in a deeper and differnt manner. Growing into a Woman of God, touching many people's lives. Iloveyou, and you'll always be someone dear to me. xD
